Distance in Her Eyes

 

There’s snow up on the mountain

Leaves all on the ground

Everybody’s gearing up to settle down

She starts growing restless

Though she never would admit

So, you don’t talk about it

 

While you’re staring at the fire, she is thinking

As you fall asleep beside her, she is wide awake

So, every chance you get to hold her, hold her tight

While her whole heart’s in her kiss

There is distance in her eyes

 

She’s pretty and she’s smart

Sensitive and sweet

And in your heart, you know that she is settling

She says she wants a baby

And you need to fix the house

But you can’t help to wonder what she really dreams about

 

While you’re staring at the fire, she is thinking

As you fall asleep beside her, she is wide awake

So, every chance you get to hold her, well hold her tight

While her whole heart’s in her kiss

There is distance in her eyes

 

See the way she looks at the horizon

Like a part of her is just out of your sight

Do you really want to know what’s on her mind?

 

While you’re staring at the fire, she is thinking

As you fall asleep beside her, she is wide awake

So, every chance you get to hold her, well hold her tight

While her whole heart’s in her kiss

There is distance in her eyes


 

My Weakness

 

I’ve tried moving on, it didn’t help

I could never really fool myself

I am fixed to you I guess

And you will always be my weakness

 

You’re the secret stash of cigarettes

The losing hand with an all-in bet

But maybe I just don’t wanna beat this

And you will always be my weakness

 

We were dancing as the summer set

Bare feet, party dress

One kiss, two lovers, no regrets

 

And we already know how it ends

But here we go again

At my worst and at my best

I am fixed to you I guess

 

And you will always be my weakness

You will always be my weakness

You will always be my weakness

You will always be my weakness

 

 

 

Everything Carries Me to You

 

Wide awake, 2am

I’m lost in this empty bed

While your ghost lingers like the truth

I find no comfort in the radio

As Ella sings the blues

Everything carries me to you

 

The shape you make under summer sheets

The rise and fall as you breathe

The naked August moon

Sunburned skin, summer heat

Crickets ringing out of tune

Everything carries me to you

 

It was more than just a summer love

Bigger than the sum of us

We were already falling from the first time that we touched

 

Now Autumn calls, oranges and gold

The first hint of morning cold

As the last of the magnolias bloom

But I can’t let go

I was such a fool

I guess I just assumed…

 

Everything

Oh everything

Everything carries me to you

 

 

 

Mockingbird

 

I am just a mockingbird

A thief of other songs

Playing someone else’s part

That’s all I’ve ever known

But I’m ok with the life I’ve got

And I’m grateful for the work

I am just a mockingbird

 

Listen to the Blue Jay sing

High up in the pines

Telling all his secrets to the wind

Catch them as they fly

He takes a breath and tips his heart

I hang on every word

I am just a mockingbird

 

I wonder will I hear it when the world falls still and quiet

Waiting in the silence

The soft voice of my own life

 

I am just a mockingbird

I am just a mockingbird

I am just a mockingbird


 

I Might Have Loved You

 

You lived like a ghost hiding under the stairs

So you wouldn’t have to admit you were scared

And someone like me wouldn’t easily see through your cover

 

But I might have loved you

I might have loved you

I might have loved you if you’d wanted a lover

 

Your eyes they were cold and your edges were sharp

Like an old suit of armour worn over your heart

So I played it safe and I slipped away with the others

 

But I might have loved you

I might have loved you

I might have loved you if you’d wanted a lover

 

You were broken and beautiful

Broken and beautiful

And I’ve never wanted anything more

 

I carry my heart now it’s full of regret

I wanted to love you but I never said

No never a word nor a whisper to you did I offer

 

But I might have loved you

I might have loved you

I might have loved you if you’d wanted a lover

 

 

Love Will Come

 

You can’t will the hurricane

Nor bend the wind to blow your way

You can stand out in the rain

But you can’t will the hurricane

 

If she don’t love you let her go

If she don’t love you let her go

If this was it than you would know

She don’t love you let her go

 

Love will come when it comes

And you will feel it when it does

 

It comes up like a dandelion

Overnight not over time

Reaching for the sunshine

Love comes up like a dandelion

 

 

All of Our Ghosts

 

Forget about forever, that isn’t ours to give

And hold tight to the promise of the moment that we’re in

My head on your pillow, your head on my chest

And all of our ghosts sleeping in the same bed

 

Unlock all our secrets, uncover all our scars

Call our insecurities to come in from the dark

You and me together, as the monsters all undress

All of our ghosts sleeping in the same bed

 

All of our ghosts

All of our ghosts

All of our ghosts

 

Love is lying naked here with nothing left to hide

No whispers at the window now, everything is quiet

Finally we both might fall, no fear and no regret

All of our ghosts sleeping in the same bed

 

All of our ghosts

All of our ghosts

All of our ghosts


 

I am the Winter

 

The leaves have all turned and the birds have long flown

The streets and the gardens are covered in snow

And deep in the silence of winter you sleep

I am the winter, and the winter is me

 

I wait at the window, an unwelcome ghost

Why can we never have the things we want most

I only wanted to love you, you see

But I am the winter, and the winter is me

 

I’m sorry I dared to come ever so close

I’m sorry my shadow falls heavy and cold

I should know better by now I suppose

I can’t ever be what you need me to be

But still for the moment I cannot retreat

For I have a season of work to complete

 

I am the winter, and the winter is me

 

 

 

The Letter


I found the letter by our bed

Like there’s something more he needs to say

Like I needed it to be explained

Like I’m supposed to carry his regret

So, the letter goes unopened 

He carved his name into my chest

Now how am I supposed to feel

Now he wants to beak the seal

And take what little heart I’ve left

So the letter goes unopened 

The letter goes unopened 

He was beautiful 

He told me that he loved me

Held me so close 

And promised that he’d never let me go

 

 

Raining on the World Today

 

Above the High Street Catholic Church

The sky hangs low and grey

And the stained-glass saints are crying

It’s raining on the world today

 

Morning suits and black umbrellas

A cold and sober wake

He must have been a good man

It’s raining on the world today

 

And the heavens gave rain

And the heavens gave rain

 

Be sure to love the ones who love you

God is good, God is great

And we are all in line for dying

It’s raining on the world today

Raining on the world today